i was so lost without my cards .... i couldnt find them anywhere....i kept feeling drawn to my clothes basket but everytime i looked they weren't there...well the other day something told me to look again so i did ....and long and behold there they were...i guess layla found em and hid em there cause she loves my cards...my little goddess.....

i have been looking everywhere...i thought i knew where they were but when i went to get them so i could do a reading for a friend they werent there...ive looked everywhere and i have no clue how they came up missing considering they were in a bag....im so frustrated ....my husband said he'll buy me a new deck but i want that deck back...i was very attached to it...grrrrrrrr......i wish they would just appear or something.....

i miss my love. he's out of town working and want be back till tomorrow. we're never apart and it's weird. i can't wait to see him tomorrow night. blah, blah ,blah...the random blog, lol. im so bored i dont know what to do i guess i could always play with my cards...idk....maybe sleep.....a ciggarette for now. maybe i'll post again laterif i don't go to sleep.somebody send me something interesting...and i don't mean penis's or vay jay jays lmao.

i'm new to covenspace and hope to meet new people who i can relate to and make new friends with. i found this site earlier on google and thought it looked intriguing. i was told to post as blog letting ppl know that i joined ...lol...so this is it.

...........................such a beautiful disaster